Preparing for Lent – Returning to God with All My Heart

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Lectionary Readings for Ash Wednesday Year B: Joel 2:1-2, 12-17; Psalm 51:1-17; 2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10; Matthew 6:1-6, 16-21

“‘And yet even now,’ says the Lord, ‘return to me with all your heart . . .’”
– Joel 2:12

This year Ash Wednesday comes early! Whether we feel ready or not, this day marks the beginning of the Church’s observance of the Lenten season—six weeks that are set apart for the purpose of drawing closer to God and seeking him with greater intensity. Unfortunately, the Lenten season often gets reduced to the question, “What are you giving up for Lent?” This is a fine question, but it can only take us so far. The real question of the Lenten season is, “How will I repent and return to God with all my heart?”

This begs an even deeper question: “Where in my life have I gotten away from God, and what are the disciplines that will enable me to find my way back?”

Honest to God

Ash Wednesday initiates this season in which we are called to be as honest as we are able about the ways we have “left” God and slipped into spiritual mediocrity. “You desire truth in the inward being,” Psalm 51 points out, “Therefore teach me wisdom in my secret heart.”

As God gives us wisdom and insight about our true condition, we can choose spiritual practices that are uniquely suited to help us return to God in the places where we have strayed or to renew our passion where our hearts have grown cold. The Scripture readings for Ash Wednesday (which are the same for Cycles A, B, and C) provide a good introduction to some of the concrete disciplines that have the potential to loosen the grip of sin and distraction in our lives—prayer and fasting, hiddenness, self-examination and repentance, forgiving others as we have been forgiven, and storing up treasure in heaven by giving generously to others.

Search Me, O God

Left to ourselves, we probably would not choose to devote a whole season to such rigorous and demanding disciplines, but God knows we need it. As we receive the symbolic gesture of the imposition of ashes on our foreheads, we acknowledge our human finiteness and mortality. No matter who we think we are, receiving the ashes reminds us that, “You are dust and to dust you will return” (Genesis 3:19). This is not meant to be morbid; it is just meant to limit our grandiosity and help us to stay in touch with the real human condition we all share.

The ashes marking our foreheads carry the same meaning contained in the Old Testament practice of covering oneself with ashes. They are a graphic reminder of our sinfulness, an outward sign of inward repentance and mourning as we become aware of our sin. This, too, is good for us because we live in so much denial. With as much openness as we can muster, we invite God to search us and know us and (eventually) lead us into resurrection life.

Longing for God

The purpose for engaging in Lenten disciplines is that we would become more finely attuned to our longing for God so we can seek him with all our hearts. Disciplines of fasting and other kinds of abstinence help us face the hold that our sin patterns have on us so we can somehow let go of our attachment to anything that is not God. As we wrestle with a more realistic awareness of the grip our attachments have on us, we enter into the godly grief that leads to repentance, and then forgiveness and freedom.

Serious as the Lenten season is, it is also a time of great hope as we experience God’s steadfast love for us, even in the midst of whatever sin we are acknowledging. In the shadow of Christ’s cross and impending resurrection we are assured that there is forgiveness and cleansing for all who turn to him. In him there is the power to pass from death unto life in the places where we ourselves are in need of resurrection.

Preparing for Lent

As we approach Ash Wednesday next week, take some time to reflect on the place in your life where you feel distant from God. What has distracted you from cultivating your relationship with God more intentionally?

Begin your Lenten journey by saying something honest to God and reflecting on what you might “give up” or rearrange in order to create more space and passion for this most important relationship.

Let us pray…

Oh God, let something essential happen to me, something more than interesting or entertaining or thoughtful. 

Oh God, let something essential happen to me, something awesome, something real. Speak to my condition, Lord, and change me somewhere inside where it matters. 

Let something happen which is my real self, Oh God. 

Ted Loder, Guerrillas of Grace

Journey through Lent with words and music

©Ruth Haley Barton. 2014. Not to be reproduced without permission.

Ruth Haley Barton

Ruth (Doctor of Divinity, Northern Seminary) is Founder and Chief Essence Officer of the Transforming Center. A teacher, seasoned spiritual director (Shalem Institute), and retreat leader, Ruth is the author of numerous books and resources on the spiritual life including Strengthening the Soul of Your Leadership, Sacred Rhythms, Life Together in Christ, Pursuing God’s Will Together, Invitation to Solitude and Silence, Invitation to Retreat, and Embracing Rhythms of Work and Rest (Oct 2022).
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Thanks for this encouragement. This Lent has so far been one that I have been more mindfully and heartfully engaged. What a blessing too to know I’m journeying with many others at the same time!

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Thank you Ruth. This structure and fresh approach is going to be a blessing while shaking up my routine. May you’re seasonal experience be rich and exceed any pre-expectations :-).

Thank you Ruth. Less is more and more of Him is better. And Loder’s poetry at the end– so cool. Man I love you guys. May this Lent be the best ever

My pastor wants to offer spiritual practices (intro, resource, and/or experiences) during vesper services this season. We are praying for what spiritual disciplines and how…this is perfect to bring to our meeting for prayerful discernment. Thank you!

Wonderful! Our Lenten Booklet is designed to provide practical guidance in the specific disciplines associated with Lent. I hope your community finds it helpful in considering what disciplines to enter into together.

Thank you very much for this – it really gives a great focus to this time of year – rather than ‘giving something up’ looking at how do we return to God with all our heart soul strength and mind. awesome

Blessings on your returning…

Thanks, Ruth. I will be using this on Sunday as our congregation prepares to gather at the Table of the Lord. Always love your posts! My favorites of them all are the ‘seasonal’ ones! Thanks again.

So glad to hear this!

Thank you, Ruth, for shifting our hearts away from the weather, the news of the day, and other mundane musings. And turning our attention back to where it needs to be.

I’m sharing your post with the people in my online world.

Blessings, friend.

And come quickly, Lord Jesus.

You’re welcome!

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